Fear and Dread · Translation: Bhikkhu Sujato, SuttaCentral
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Tassa
mayhaṁ,
brāhmaṇa,
etadahosi:
‘ye
kho
keci
samaṇā
vā
brāhmaṇā
vā
duppaññā
eḷamūgā
araññavanapatthāni
pantāni
senāsanāni
paṭisevanti,
duppaññaeḷamūgasandosahetu
have
te
bhonto
samaṇabrāhmaṇā
akusalaṁ
bhayabheravaṁ
avhāyanti.
Na
kho
panāhaṁ
duppañño
eḷamūgo
araññavanapatthāni
pantāni
senāsanāni
paṭisevāmi;
paññāsampannohamasmi.
Ye
hi
vo
ariyā
paññāsampannā
araññavanapatthāni
pantāni
senāsanāni
paṭisevanti
tesamahaṁ
aññataro’ti.
Etamahaṁ,
brāhmaṇa,
paññāsampadaṁ
attani
sampassamāno
bhiyyo
pallomamāpādiṁ
araññe
vihārāya.
Soḷasapariyāyaṁ
niṭṭhitaṁ.
‘There are ascetics and brahmins who are witless and idiotic who frequent remote lodgings in the wilderness and the forest. Those ascetics and brahmins summon unskillful fear and dread because of the defects of witlessness and stupidity. But I don’t frequent remote lodgings in the wilderness and the forest witless and idiotic. I am accomplished in wisdom. I am one of those noble ones who frequent remote lodgings in the wilderness and the forest accomplished in wisdom.’ Seeing this accomplishment of wisdom in myself I felt even more unruffled about staying in the forest.
Tassa
mayhaṁ,
brāhmaṇa,
etadahosi:
‘yannūnāhaṁ
yā
tā
rattiyo
abhiññātā
abhilakkhitā—
cātuddasī
pañcadasī
aṭṭhamī
ca
pakkhassa—
tathārūpāsu
rattīsu
yāni
tāni
ārāmacetiyāni
vanacetiyāni
rukkhacetiyāni
bhiṁsanakāni
salomahaṁsāni
tathārūpesu
senāsanesu
vihareyyaṁ
appeva
nāmāhaṁ
bhayabheravaṁ
passeyyan’ti.
So
kho
ahaṁ,
brāhmaṇa,
aparena
samayena
yā
tā
rattiyo
abhiññātā
abhilakkhitā—
cātuddasī
pañcadasī
aṭṭhamī
ca
pakkhassa—
tathārūpāsu
rattīsu
yāni
tāni
ārāmacetiyāni
vanacetiyāni
rukkhacetiyāni
bhiṁsanakāni
salomahaṁsāni
tathārūpesu
senāsanesu
viharāmi.
Tattha
ca
me,
brāhmaṇa,
viharato
mago
vā
āgacchati,
moro
vā
kaṭṭhaṁ
pāteti,
vāto
vā
paṇṇakasaṭaṁ
ereti;
tassa
mayhaṁ
brāhmaṇa
etadahosi:
‘etaṁ
nūna
taṁ
bhayabheravaṁ
āgacchatī’ti.
Tassa
mayhaṁ,
brāhmaṇa,
etadahosi:
‘kiṁ
nu
kho
ahaṁ
aññadatthu
bhayapaṭikaṅkhī
viharāmi?
Yannūnāhaṁ
yathābhūtaṁ
yathābhūtassa
me
taṁ
bhayabheravaṁ
āgacchati,
tathābhūtaṁ
tathābhūtova
taṁ
bhayabheravaṁ
paṭivineyyan’ti.
Tassa
mayhaṁ,
brāhmaṇa,
caṅkamantassa
taṁ
bhayabheravaṁ
āgacchati.
So
kho
ahaṁ,
brāhmaṇa,
neva
tāva
tiṭṭhāmi
na
nisīdāmi
na
nipajjāmi,
yāva
caṅkamantova
taṁ
bhayabheravaṁ
paṭivinemi.
Tassa
mayhaṁ,
brāhmaṇa,
ṭhitassa
taṁ
bhayabheravaṁ
āgacchati.
So
kho
ahaṁ,
brāhmaṇa,
neva
tāva
caṅkamāmi
na
nisīdāmi
na
nipajjāmi.
Yāva
ṭhitova
taṁ
bhayabheravaṁ
paṭivinemi.
Tassa
mayhaṁ,
brāhmaṇa,
nisinnassa
taṁ
bhayabheravaṁ
āgacchati.
So
kho
ahaṁ,
brāhmaṇa,
neva
tāva
nipajjāmi
na
tiṭṭhāmi
na
caṅkamāmi,
yāva
nisinnova
taṁ
bhayabheravaṁ
paṭivinemi.
Tassa
mayhaṁ,
brāhmaṇa,
nipannassa
taṁ
bhayabheravaṁ
āgacchati.
So
kho
ahaṁ,
brāhmaṇa,
neva
tāva
nisīdāmi
na
tiṭṭhāmi
na
caṅkamāmi,
yāva
nipannova
taṁ
bhayabheravaṁ
paṭivinemi.
Then I thought, ‘There are certain nights that are recognized as specially portentous: the fourteenth, fifteenth, and eighth of the fortnight. On such nights, why don’t I stay in awe-inspiring and hair-raising shrines in parks, forests, and trees? In such lodgings, hopefully I might see that fear and dread.’ Some time later, that’s what I did. As I was staying there a deer came by, or a peacock snapped a twig, or the wind rustled the leaves. Then I thought, ‘Is this that fear and dread coming?’ Then I thought, ‘Why do I always meditate expecting that fear to come? Why don’t I get rid of that fear and dread just as it comes, while remaining just as I am?’ Then that fear and dread came upon me as I was walking. I didn’t stand still or sit down or lie down until I had got rid of that fear and dread while walking. Then that fear and dread came upon me as I was standing. I didn’t walk or sit down or lie down until I had got rid of that fear and dread while standing. Then that fear and dread came upon me as I was sitting. I didn’t lie down or stand still or walk until I had got rid of that fear and dread while sitting. Then that fear and dread came upon me as I was lying down. I didn’t sit up or stand still or walk until I had got rid of that fear and dread while lying down.
Santi
kho
pana,
brāhmaṇa,
eke
samaṇabrāhmaṇā
rattiṁyeva
samānaṁ
divāti
sañjānanti,
divāyeva
samānaṁ
rattīti
sañjānanti.
Idamahaṁ
tesaṁ
samaṇabrāhmaṇānaṁ
sammohavihārasmiṁ
vadāmi.
Ahaṁ
kho
pana,
brāhmaṇa,
rattiṁyeva
samānaṁ
rattīti
sañjānāmi,
divāyeva
samānaṁ
divāti
sañjānāmi.
Yaṁ
kho
taṁ,
brāhmaṇa,
sammā
vadamāno
vadeyya:
‘asammohadhammo
satto
loke
uppanno
bahujanahitāya
bahujanasukhāya
lokānukampāya
atthāya
hitāya
sukhāya
devamanussānan’ti,
mameva
taṁ
sammā
vadamāno
vadeyya:
‘asammohadhammo
satto
loke
uppanno
bahujanahitāya
bahujanasukhāya
lokānukampāya
atthāya
hitāya
sukhāya
devamanussānan’ti.
There are some ascetics and brahmins who perceive that it’s day when in fact it’s night, or perceive that it’s night when in fact it’s day. This meditation of theirs is delusional, I say. I perceive that it’s night when in fact it is night, and perceive that it’s day when in fact it is day. And if there’s anyone of whom it may be rightly said that a being not liable to delusion has arisen in the world for the welfare and happiness of the people, out of sympathy for the world, for the benefit, welfare, and happiness of gods and humans, it’s of me that this should be said.
Āraddhaṁ
kho
pana
me,
brāhmaṇa,
vīriyaṁ
ahosi
asallīnaṁ,
upaṭṭhitā
sati
asammuṭṭhā,
passaddho
kāyo
asāraddho,
samāhitaṁ
cittaṁ
ekaggaṁ.
So
kho
ahaṁ,
brāhmaṇa,
vivicceva
kāmehi
vivicca
akusalehi
dhammehi
savitakkaṁ
savicāraṁ
vivekajaṁ
pītisukhaṁ
paṭhamaṁ
jhānaṁ
upasampajja
vihāsiṁ.
Vitakkavicārānaṁ
vūpasamā
ajjhattaṁ
sampasādanaṁ
cetaso
ekodibhāvaṁ
avitakkaṁ
avicāraṁ
samādhijaṁ
pītisukhaṁ
dutiyaṁ
jhānaṁ
upasampajja
vihāsiṁ.
Pītiyā
ca
virāgā
upekkhako
ca
vihāsiṁ,
sato
ca
sampajāno
sukhañca
kāyena
paṭisaṁvedesiṁ;
yaṁ
taṁ
ariyā
ācikkhanti:
‘upekkhako
satimā
sukhavihārī’ti
tatiyaṁ
jhānaṁ
upasampajja
vihāsiṁ.
Sukhassa
ca
pahānā
dukkhassa
ca
pahānā
pubbeva
somanassadomanassānaṁ
atthaṅgamā
adukkhamasukhaṁ
upekkhāsatipārisuddhiṁ
catutthaṁ
jhānaṁ
upasampajja
vihāsiṁ.
My energy was roused up and unflagging, my mindfulness was established and lucid, my body was tranquil and undisturbed, and my mind was immersed and unified in samādhi. Quite secluded from sensual pleasures, secluded from unskillful qualities, I entered and remained in the first absorption, which has the rapture and bliss born of seclusion, while placing the mind and keeping it connected. As the placing of the mind and keeping it connected were stilled, I entered and remained in the second absorption, which has the rapture and bliss born of immersion, with internal clarity and mind at one, without placing the mind and keeping it connected. And with the fading away of rapture, I entered and remained in the third absorption, where I meditated with equanimity, mindful and aware, experiencing for themselves the bliss of which the noble ones declare, ‘Equanimous and mindful, one meditates in bliss.’ With the giving up of pleasure and pain, and the disappearance of former happiness and sadness, I entered and remained in the fourth absorption, without pleasure or pain, with pure equanimity and mindfulness.
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